Getting Excited
Now that I'm finally feeling better, the idea of a baby is becoming more exciting. Yes, I am still scared and feel overwhelmed because I, honestly, am scared that I may not be ready... but who is? This is a whole new ballgame that I thought that I was prepared for, but I'm not...I have not the first clue on where to start with doctors and pediatricians, the insurance, the birthing classes, and don't even get me started on things for the nursery and handling labor.
But I'm so thankful for my friends who have had babies and told me where to start first, and my mom because even though she lives a thousand miles away I know she'll help me more than I need.
I'm a pinterest junky and today while "pinning" those cute chubby cheeks of all those babies, I felt for the first time the excitement and restlessness to hold my baby and to stroke and stare at their chubby cheeks...It'll be a bumpy, scary road into motherhood/parenthood but I'm finally looking forward to it. There'll be hardships but I think so much more love and fun that anything else will be worth the trials.
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